I turn my gaze inward and I observe myself; the Self is ever-present but not something I have always been aware of..
I wonder how I survived those days (months, years) before I realised that my every moment was touched by LOVE. Let love guide you in everything because that is what all Life is hungry for. <3
cosmicroots asked: I love you beautiful being. The ending of a relationship is a tragedy. You will blossom into new beginnings. Sending so much love to you, namaste <3 <3 <3 ".الجيات أحسن من الرايحات What is coming is better than what is gone."
To live peacefully is to live as the lotus; an endless unfolding and surrender of sacred petals, blossoming even amidst muddy waters.. I love you so much. I will be okay. <3
My lover and I ended our relationship with the lunar eclipse; the burning moon bled hearts with us.. and so it goes, so it was due. I am deeply hurt and part of me will die, but I have no fear in rebirth. I am blessed with the grace of a goddess, the strength of a warrior, the love of the whole, the divine, the cosmos..
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He somehow managed to keep our relationship a secret from his ex-partner, the mother of his child, for the seven months that we were together. Her domineering, unforgiving presence forever reigned terror over him, a constant reminder of the abuse and toxic nature of their past experiences together, to the tragic extent that he literally felt he had no other choice but to maintain such an enormous lie if he was to continue to see his daughter, his angel, the light of his life again. He mistook nobility to be the sacrifice of one’s happiness and the love of the self as opposed to standing up for what you believe in. He has never learned to let go, the poor soul. I always yearned to tell her, but I understood he had to do this for himself if he was to grow. I did my best to gently guide him, to give him time and space, to nurture him with unconditional love and utmost patience.. but all attempts to plant the seed of awakening were uprooted in his delusion. There is only so much one can do for someone on the blind path of self-destruction. He never did tell her, but someone did. They took it into their own hands to reveal the truth, and everything he had emptied his spirit into keeping under (the illusion) of control rapidly escalated out of control, ultimately collapsing in on itself. We are still madly in love with one another, but they are back together now simply because she says so. He cannot see me anymore. As much as it fucking pains me, I do feel a sense of liberation and relief that the truth finally came out, even if it meant our relationship had to end. I don’t regret anything, it was beautiful whilst it lasted (this was the man I thought I would spend the rest of my life with!) and I know I will be okay. Honestly, I’m far more concerned for him than myself at the moment.
To my darling, emotions come and go like clouds in the sky.. but my love for you is the sky itself. Forever&Always. <3
Anonymous asked: Hi baby girl, Do you think it's silly to forgive someone who hurt you? Do peoples actions speak for them as a whole in your opinion? is it naive to trust again after being let down
Hello darling lotus flower! I think forgiveness is a divine blessing, and the furthest thing from being silly and naïve. <3 To forgive is to let go of the past by becoming present. To forgive is to create an opportunity for stillness, surrender, and peace.. It is not to surrender to a person, but to surrender to the way things ultimately are, to acknowledge the reality of the Here&Now, and to meditate with the flow of the cosmos. Sadly, it often seems that people are too scared to forgive because of what it may indicate for the future; they worry about whether or not it will mean that the offending act may occur again, or if the act of forgiveness will be taken as a sign of weakness. I guess the ego will do anything to keep you in the dark. My advice for you - shit happens and people get hurt and your emotions are completely valid; it’s perfectly okay to feel hurt by someone, to feel pain, anger, sadness, regret, so long as the emotions remain temporary.. Feel it out, learn from your experiences. <3 I know it’s not always easy to emerge from the pain, but rest assured you have no other choice. The more you hold onto your pain, the more you will encounter suffering.. and to remain unforgiving isn’t a game anyone can win so you may as well just quit playing. Extend forgiveness so you can extend yourself some peace. Trust simply because there is no better way to live. Just don’t be anyone’s fool but your own. Sending healing waves of love and light your way. Namaste.